Small update: right now am taped, which is to say that all kinds of straps are tied to my back to force me to keep my back into the right position.
Unfortunately the results of all the training and therapy so far are not good. Still a hurting back and no progress what so ever. I still hope that there will be a breaking point, where either the pain will diminish or that i will get that strong that the pain is less annoying. Let's hope for the best.
My last day up here will (probably) be the 5th of april. I am afraid i will have to continue to search for the cause (and preferably the cure) of the pain in the lower part of my back. Most therapists however think that it would be better to accept that i have this pain and stop searching otherwise the frustration of not finding the cause may be too much. I can't do that however. I haven't reached that point, so i won't give up as long as there are still other ways to find out what's happening to me. Sounds all a bit depressing doesn't it? Well, that's how it is. There is another reason for my depressed mood right now, but i do not want to write that down here.
Hey, hope to see or hear you guys soon. Either in Meppel or on line (or in Japan......).
With love, Jan.
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Hey Jan, we wish you luck over there, and keep up!
We'll see you on friday! greetings Jo en Di
Com'on... Dont be too depressed..
Stay positive, aye..
Since there's nothing much I can do here to chase your pain away, i can only truly pray hard for you to get better soon...
Shoo, pain shoo!
Now, gimme your best-est smile ever!
(Cello-)Taped? Hey you're not into bonding are you? Oh sorry should've read the rest first ...
I'm trying to imagine how you would do as a mummy ... a bit complicated.
Sorry for the (sick) jokes, but we must keep up the good humour.
I have no problem whatsoever, if you write about me, as i presume that is what you do not want to write down here.
Read my post at "Bad News", get rid of that depressed mood and look for opportunities where you can make a positive difference. I'm just trying to do that myself and anyone with an IQ that surpasses mine with more than 3.1415.. should be able to do that too 8-)
Hey thanks guys. That does cheer me up. Highly appreciated.
And sorry Mannes, i surpas your IQ by just a little less then pi. No wonder i couldn't manage. Thanks for your words anyway. If that doesn't make me feel better what will?
Thanks again mate.
It may be a crazy idea, but just suppose the universe has neither a beginning nor an ending. Then the chance that we will live and meet again will be equal to 1. Stronger even, we all get infinitely many chances to live a live again. I can't say i believe that, but given many other crazy ideas about live & the universe, i can't say i disbelieve it either.
Stronger even?
Even stronger? Odd weaker? Sorry i guess "Stronger even" is a kind dutchism(?). "Sterker nog" is what i attempted to translate into english.
It must be those 2.71.. IQ points that are failing me.
By the way, strange times we blog in. Or is it the timezone of the http-server that facilitates these blogs?
Maybe you should accept your pain! Finding the frustration takes too much energy! Searching for the cause isn't always the answer. Try living with it!
Go on a holiday, take the first plane to Japan. Just for a couple of weeks! Empty your thoughts and try to see the positive things..... I'm sure you feel al lot better!
No, i can't accept it (yet?). As long as i haven't searched through all the possibilities my search continues. Although i appreciate your advice Miranda, i haven't given up to search for the cause of my pain. Besides that, right now the pain is a lot more bareable (after a tough fysio- and sportsession) and ... i have got about 5 more weeks to go, so.... we're not done here yet.
Yes, probably so it is
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