Small update: right now am taped, which is to say that all kinds of straps are tied to my back to force me to keep my back into the right position.
Unfortunately the results of all the training and therapy so far are not good. Still a hurting back and no progress what so ever. I still hope that there will be a breaking point, where either the pain will diminish or that i will get that strong that the pain is less annoying. Let's hope for the best.
My last day up here will (probably) be the 5th of april. I am afraid i will have to continue to search for the cause (and preferably the cure) of the pain in the lower part of my back. Most therapists however think that it would be better to accept that i have this pain and stop searching otherwise the frustration of not finding the cause may be too much. I can't do that however. I haven't reached that point, so i won't give up as long as there are still other ways to find out what's happening to me. Sounds all a bit depressing doesn't it? Well, that's how it is. There is another reason for my depressed mood right now, but i do not want to write that down here.
Hey, hope to see or hear you guys soon. Either in Meppel or on line (or in Japan......).
With love, Jan.